"Your smile made my day, even if you didnt brush your teeth."
and thats why i loved you.
If you didnt know, baby.
"Your smile made my day, even if you didnt brush your teeth."
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Saturday, September 6, 2008, 11:36 PM
Second
Like nobody reading ley..If got people, tag luh.. why never tag.. Feel like telling him the third time. No matter how i flirt/talk to other guys, i dont know why the attn is just still w/him. Kevin, i really miss you so much do you even know. i can so bet you dont. Love, Pretty.. Wednesday, September 3, 2008, 9:10 PM
Youre the teardrop which hit his guitar.
I have no idea why I created another blog, maybe i just wanted to let loose my angst, maybe i just want someone to come across this. I should be insane, one person one blog, thats enough right? But this isn't just a blog, its not even a diary, a journal of what i did. Its a let-loose corner of happiness, joy, melancholy and anger. I don't know how i should put this as, but let it be to you that my name is XOXO-love. I need somewhere to tell you that I have had enough. And I'm just being me.I thought i was strong, i thought i could handle emotions carefully. I didn't know you are such a flirt. Did you only view my friendster profile when you saw I'm from Ij? Cause it seems so. I didn't think much when i liked you. I was so nice, so considerate. I thought You're my prince and I'm the calefare, i was the sidekick, after a while. i became your princess. And i thought you were so handsome, you would sweeten me up. I thought you were trustworthy. You talked to me all day long. I thought we loved each other. Listen up, its just thoughts. I dont feel like letting yo go, cause i feel that you're my life, you are my sweetie. Youre like so dear, so dear to me. I hate those women who talked about their boyfriend. Cause I dont. Not because he's lousy or stupid, he's the cleverest, nicest, sweetest boyfriend i ever had, but i didnt show him off. Cause I'm scared of losing him. What if the other girls snatched him away. I'll be so heartbroken. But it seems like, he's treating me like shit. He doesnt give a care. So how should i respond? I already told him i liked him twice. Both times, he said he didnt know what to do. Heh, what to do sir, aint you my sweetest thing already. Just say yes and i'll make you loved! And I hate it when they keep telling me, oh babyboy. Shut up. Cause you will never be his forever. I bled. Not physically, inside me. I felt that blood flowed through my lungs and my heart and rivers of living red sticky clammy stuff keep bugging my stomach. I felt like I could never let go. I felt as if the sky had fallen, and would never let chicken little come up again. I'm not princess aurora, I'm the little girl who sold matchsticks and taught others how to love. I taught him to love and change and become faithful to me, and me only. After we left each other, he became a flirt again. I dont know already la, but he's supposed to be all i had. Luck seems to drain off from the water filter and love seems to die. Hands are for holding and cheeks to be kissed, You poked my face, I smiled speechlessly. I had to touch that part, so gently, to feel your handprints again. - XOXO-love. |